Friday, 2 June 2017

June 2

Monday is the tentative restart date for this healthy gig. That means I will need to make some firm decisions this weekend. 

It's been a very frustrating year with everything between getting geared up, moving towards goals, life coming along to derail things. Worst was some of the concerns about major changes & exercises phrasing as if I can't do anything right anyways, mockery of what I'm doing "Run Forrest Run" (yes I'm fat, but I found jogging calming/soothing), or telling me I've got to learn to live a little. 

Changes upcoming are work (which will be hard), finances (likely harder), nutritional intake (I'm trying to get away from 'dieting'), wake/sleep cycle, and activity levels. 

Biggest issues are hours in a day. They are finite. I cannot modify that. I need income & there are commute times to consider. This will make morning & final evening routine critical. 

So many choices at times, it seems so overwhelming. I like the planning, but I suck sometimes at actually doing. Sometimes though I think I like to plan to keep myself occupied from actually doing. As others have indicated, a lot of time I simply won't accomplish anything anyways. 

Work is pretty straight forward. Every item has a basic list tick box and it is accomplished. Somehow need to set this up into a personal life with a little flexibility for unexpected or unplanned complications or interruptions. 

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